rambling "I"s

3/19/09

you know my wandering days are over
does that mean that I’m getting boring
well you tell me
I’m tired of talking to myself

a few weeks ago, on my bachan’s 90th birthday, an aunt and uncle from texas exclaimed that they had seen and bought the perfect bumper sticker for me ‘not all who wander are lost.’ it seemed a bit of a misnomer to me. i traveled a few life changing road trips across the country when i was in my early 20’s and stopped to stay with them along the way. full of enthusiams and self discoveries, i’m sure i had plenty to ramble about.

i used to write when i traveled, and last night, as i spoke to my friend K, i remembered that’s partly how we became friends. i was on the road traveling, and would post my updates on friendster. i have no idea what i used to write now, or what made it interesting to people. As i’ve hit my Saturn returns, i spend more time obsessing on being Virgo than about making grand revelations.

i’m feeling old, and naïve at the same time. like no one could possibly listen to any narcissistic discovery i might make. so here goes…